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Parang nasa mood ako magpost. Kaya lang wala naman mashadong masabi kundi unang araw na naman ng buwan (well technically hindi na dahil past 1AM na pero anyway...) at shempre, happy happy! Nakakatuwa dahil magtatatlong taon na kami pero pinapahalagahan pa rin namin ang araw nato.:)

Dumating ako sa office ng a little before 12NN. Ayun, monitor monitor, pasa ng report, punta sa puwesto nina Chasky, prepare prepare para sa coffee talk. Pagdating ng 3PM, punta na kami ng Elizabeth Place. Kakastress ang food part, dahil sa S*** Ma*k**. Hehe.. Well what's important is that successful naman ang coffee talk namin, maraming nagpunta, marami rin namang nabusog kahit nalate ang pagkain. And shempre, masaya kaming lahat.:) Then around 9PM na kami nakabalik ng office, wala nakong nagawa, nagsend na lang ng email chaca nagtanong-tanong ng childhood trivia ng mga tao para sa presentation next week. Pagdating ng 10PM, sinundo nako ni Jeph para dumaan kami ng midnight sale sa Glorietta.

Actually wala nakong pera hehe.. Sinamahan ko lang si Jeph mamili para sa outing nila this weekend. At para magkita na rin kami, di na kami nakakapagdate e, dami kasing nangyayari. Kaka-kasal lang ng mga kapatid namin, dami siyang trabaho, outing naman nila mamaya.. Aun. After mamili, kumain kami sa sbarro pero sobrang konti lang nakain namin. Na-umay yata kami dun sa ziti hehe.. Tapos hinatid na niya ako sa shuttle ng Ayala-Marikina tapos bumalik na siya ng office. Aun, simple lang pero at least nakapagkita and nakapagspend pa rin ng time together.:)

Happy 33rd month! I love you Jeph!:)

Long time. A lot of things have been going on lately. Extra-curricular activities in the office including our outreach, offsite, knowledge sharing sessions, organizing coffee talks, tech con.. And I also went to HK with my parents last month. May 2 was our anniversary in HP, and a few days after that, Chie left the company.:( Everything seems to happen very fast, I couldn't even find time to post them here. I just came from a whole week of training and a certification exam, then my brother just got married yesterday. A lot of things are changing. I think that includes me.

Recently, I've been trying to change some things about me. I'm trying to be a better person, and in my case, it includes caring more for myself. For almost 3 years, my world revolved around 1 person. I did and gave everything. Everyone around me was affected by this. I didn't care about anyone but him. Just a few issues with him would ruin my whole day, my whole week. Everything was about him. Every free time must be spent with him. He was my EVERYTHING. He still IS. But I guess I should mellow down. Like one of my good friends said, I couldn't let my world revolve around anyone. I also have to take care of myself, enjoy my life with other people, with my friends, with my family. So lately, I've been letting him do what he wants. I'm allowing him to enjoy his life without me giving him problems about it. It's not easy accepting that I can't expect him to give the same effort as I do. But I believe that's when you truly love the person. You love him for who he is. You love him enough to let him do the things he wants to do so that he could be the person he wants to be.

So changing doesn't mean I love him any less. I just started to learn to care for myself. I believe this is what God wants for me.

I'm not really a Lebron James fan, since basketball isn't my sport. I just think this theme looks cool and Jeph likes him anyway.:)

Yes, it's been a while since I last posted here. I guess it's because there are a lot of things going on lately. And well, most of the time, I just wasn't in the mood to write anything. I'm more in the mood to catch up on all those TV series they've been talking about in the office:

• Heroes
• House
• Grey's Anatomy (nobody knows where they might end up...)
• One Tree Hill (i don't wanna be anything other than me...) - I love Nathan and Haley. :)
• Smallville (somebody save me...) - I am so outdated.
• Prison Break - haven't even started on this one, I've been warned it's really addictive.

I couldn't even get a chance to continue with my Mickey Mouse puzzle and buy a new book. It's like there's so many things I want to do. Last night, I started playing piano again, I just kind of missed it. Then, Jeph and I are also working on some project while spending extra quality time together.:) I'm enjoying everything, actually. Hoping things would stay this way.:)

(Feb 3) Happy birthday Daddy :)

(Feb 4) Happy birthday Tito Bien (Jeph's dad) :)

I have been addicted to jigsaw puzzles since I was 2 years old. I just never had the time and money to collect them, with the super busy life of a student. But now that I'm working with HP (naks!), I can spoil myself by buying lots of puzzles and working on them any time I want to.

Currently, I'm working on a photomosaic puzzle of Mickey Mouse. It's made up of many small Disney scenes, which when put together, form Mickey Mouse. :) Here's where I am so far:

Those are Jeph's hands by the way. :)

Quoted from the book, Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho:

Profound desire, true desire is the desire to be close to someone. From that point onwards, things change, the man and the woman come into play, but what happens before - the attraction that brought them together - is impossible to explain. It is untouched desire in its purest state.

When desire is still in this pure state, the man and the woman fall in love with life, they live each moment reverently, consciously, always ready to celebrate the next blessing.

When people feel like this, they are not in a hurry, they do not precipitate events with unthinking actions. They know that the inevitable will happen, that what is real always finds a way of revealing itself. When the moment comes, they do not hesitate, they do not miss an opportunity, they do not slip a single magic moment, because they respect the importance of each second.

:)

For our team's kris kringle, Mommy Cha gave me Altec Lansing headphones! So happy...:) Thanks Cha!

Here's to all the brainstorming, choreographing, practices, and all the other preparations we had for this year's AMG Christmas presentation. Very tiring, but meeting and bonding with new friends is simply priceless. I actually miss our practices haha.. Congratulations to AMG! I'm so happy and proud to be part of this group. Looking forward to our gimik this Saturday.:)